Hi guys... I kinda have a delema. When You find out the person you admired for so long doesnt capture to much of your intrest any more but for some reason you still care enough to stay in the picture why?Me and my boyfiend have been together for over a year and i use to tend to his every word. I was wifey But the more he disrespected me pushed me away. I knew i had more self respect then letting someone call me a hoe just because i was home or with my friends. I constantly let him degrate and humilliate me in public. So i left him i found me the sweetest guy ever and we didnt last long becuase of HIM. He would constantly call me so i caved in and got back with him. He was kissn my ass like no tomarrow but i didnt want to b arround him. I rather be with my gurls. N he would constantly try and get my fone. wtf so it got to the point where he got locked up and i got him out. His parents love me and hes still kissen my ass but the problem is that i know hes been seen his ex. He told me he didnt do shyt with her. Then why the fuk was he with her ya dig? Im not stupid concidering i knw he was chilln with her from the begining. HE has court tomarrow and idk what could happen but i dont like this shyt and i honestly want to get out of it. Idc if i dont get with anybody im in college i want to have fun with out some one constanly trying to tell me what to do. HELP!
-Kina
hey girl!!!
ReplyDeleteok so i read all this and it just made me mad! no lie!now this guy you've been telling me about....to tell you the truth i havent even met this nigga but idc cuz he seems to be on sum bullsh**and i dont like that!! idont like him period...im not talking smack about him but girl im only looking out for your best interest cuz being in the bridge program made us a family and im telling you this cuz you feel like family...ok i know you really cared about him and watever but if he's going around calling you names and shit...that aint koo with me ok cuz a woman is to be respected like she a queen,a princess,you know like a brand new car...hehe but you get wat im saying and just the sound of him just upsets me that you still with him....you a smart girl kris dont let this dude dumb you down cuz of da "love" he has for you and to tell you the truth if he even loved you he wouldnt be calling you names,he wouldnt be feeling like he cant trust you,and he wouldnt have to feel like he has to control you...ok hun i know you can do better and you gotta be real with him in order 4 him to leave you alone cuz he's afraid to lose you cuz he knows he cant do better then you...thats a fact if you ask me....so girl your stating college you have dreams to make an impact in kid's lives dont let this dude take that away from you over sum bullshit problem he got him self in...ok? lolz just letting you know that theres more fish in the sea..and trust me the single life aint all tooo bad wen you have yourself all busy in important things in your life..=]
just know im here and what ever decision you make i'll be sure to support it...but this has to be YOUR decision and make sure it makes you happy=]*like that smilely face* haha
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ReplyDeleteI love you first and second you don't need him, your better than that. Kina you are beautiful, smart, funny, an all around sweetheart and there's a guy out there for you. Do not take his shit i had to learn that as well now i am madly in love with my baby who treats me as queen. So do not again i repeat do not sell your self short. What do you want? happiness as we all do so tell him bye and move on life awaits you at every corner. Time is calling you to embark upon a journey of love and joy and opportunities you never imagine. Love ureself first than you will be able to love the right guy and move on from the wrong one. Love you
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