sitting here blogging listening to Hafizah's music.

In the privacy of her own Marjane and her family do alot of things that would be considered illegal by the her government. They share ideas, discuss differing opinons, etc. Earlier in the book Marjane would speak to God in hte privacy of her own room, but as time went her ties to religion loosened and she was entering her teen stage. Things were getting extremely hostile outside so they had to compensate for the repression of individualality by drinking and throwing/attending parties. On page 105 Marjanes mother is shown putting up black curtains to conceal their behavior from neighbors. They find it the only way to keep their sanity. As Marjane gets older and begins hanging out the older teenage girls she starts the rebel stage much like most teenagers. The bahavior she shows at home she starts to show in real life. She starts wearing jeans, denim jackets, , listening to iron maiden, wearing nike shoes, and wearing Micheal jackson Pins. She starts cutting school and doing a bunch of coming to age things. She gets to the point where she fights so much to be who she is that she pushes a nun and gets expelled. When its just me I do alot of stuff that noone thinks I would do. I listen what might be considered weird music, Listen to videogame podcasts, talk to myself, laugh @ things noone else would get. Outside I like to joke around, but my favorite thing to do is..listen and study people. I may not stare and watch someone directly but i like to study small little idioscrsays(idk how to spell that) and see if I can guess who they based off old studies of people. Studying people also gives me laughs and I ca laugh about the smallest things. I'm much nicer and and polite then I usually am though.

When Anoosh Dies Marjane feels her first sense of doubt towards God. She believed that he was no longer there for her and that the world was truly only tragic. We see sadness later on when Their maid's sons decid to try and sell their brother for a key. Marjane's maid feels that she is losing everything for nothing and becomes depressed until they the Idea of Marrying Marjane changes his mind about being sold. I don't usually feel abandoned and if I do its only mometary. When I first graduated I felt that I had been forgotten by my graduating class and I would laugh when I read their facebook status's saying "Man aint nobody calling me or asking to hang out I guess I don't have any real friends". I would mostly find that funny because they would be people had just hung out with them days before. Yet noone called me and asked me anything, but it is what it is and I don't fret much about it mostly because they know I don't like to do much stuff because I'm lazy, don't like to spend money, and live far but I still would have appreciated a slight effort!