so you might ask your self one day, do i have a charter as you lay in your bed not being able to sleep at three in the morning looking at the clock by your bed side. You might wounder do i have a place in this world, how do i adapt with my surroundings, how am i getting viewed as from other people. Really in the long run its not about trying to be the center of attention, having nice things to hide behind your fake wall of dissolution. Just be the best that you can be. As said by Chris Cornell of audioslave be your self is all that you can be. Don't worry about other people and how they live there lives, or else you'll get caught up in a world that's not your own. so i would like you to ask your self, do i ever feel alienated, do i ever want to be alone and why, do you do things to help you get by in life. How laid back are you, ect...